I discovered something today ....

I know sometimes everyone goes through a light bulb moment in their life, it can't just be me. Especially when it has to do with yourself... it's like you know yourself, but there is a moment in time where your thoughts align with words that align with your core and create a beautiful moment of discovery.

THis morning when thinking of all the things in my life right now that I love in addition to all those things in my past that I loved and gave effort to.... and found the strand that linked all of it:
When I am involved in something, when I care about something whether I am involved directly in it or someone close to me is... I inadvertantly and unconciously go out of my way to help it succeed. Not in a selfish or egotistic way, not for my own pride, but because it comes natural when I care even in the least amount about something.
Some may take it is me being nosey, or just wanting to control things.... but as far as I know that's not the case.... its just I care and want it (whatever it may be) to succeed. I have never regretted one moment spent in trying to organize, help, or contribute to anything I have done thus far in my life. I absolutely loved stressing over Prom in high school and dealing with the drama so that when that day came, I saw how happy people were.... I loved putting together a surprise party for my parents and being secretive with people they love, so that when they walked in the room and saw all those people who have been in their lives for years and all they could do was smile... I love pitching ideas and helping other organizations come up with ideas to increase enthusiasm and membership among memebers.... and it even goes to personal things that aren't like big 'organized' events.....
I would and do love any opportunity I get to help out people in my life.... whether it be feeding them because I know their hungry, picking them up and taking them somewhere, giving them a place to stay, trying to help with money sitations, or even something as simple as handing them a glass of water when I see a need....

This is something that is second nature to me, yes I've known it all my life, but today it just hit me that I love this heart He gave me.... I love that no matter how hard I try I can't just sit back and let things happen around me, I have to be fully involved, I have to be helping/caring/loving/encouraging people around me.

I just pray that my heart is seen through every thing I do. I pray that people see my actions as my heart pouring out wanting to love and not Darby not wanting to be left out or something.

So today, I discovered my heart again...
:)